Persona Non Grata

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I will never forget you, I will never let what I feel for you die, I have done everything possible to improve myself and gain awareness and functionality with the issues that affect me. There is so much of me missing in you and you will forever be the only one that can replace that. […]

I thank you, for sacrificing so much of your time, effort, love, energy, life. I’m sorry I threw it all the way and wasted all of it. I’m sorry I took so much and gave so little. You were the best thing to ever happen to me. You changed my life, made me feel safe. […]

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Too deep in my muskrat borrow Mechanisms trap the rodents, Poisons for the pests. Held hostage yet protected by all the layers barely secured. Sheets and strings anchored with pins amongst the loam. Defrosted by fossil fuels, each night a lava glow. Compartments for everything, yet I have too much of nothing I need. Frantically […]

Sober in solitude Seeking being sought ~empath ~realist ~minimalist ~natural ~gemini ~adventurer ~survivor ~nurturer Intrigued by: ~ghost hunts ~the moon ~the range ~pathfinding ~sensory deprivation ~acceptance ~compassion ~caves and quarries ~distant sandy sunsets