I will never forget you, I will never let what I feel for you die, I have done everything possible to improve myself and gain awareness and functionality with the issues that affect me. There is so much of me missing in you and you will forever be the only one that can replace that. It’s been six entire months since I have slept in a real life bed because I am afraid. You wouldn’t be there. I don’t know how to quell that fear. I can’t bring myself to do it. Not without you. I’ve been sober the entire time. I am not saying I am perfect, but I have done all of the work on myself that I am capable of physically, mentally, emotionally. You are my everything, my forever, whatever happens to me from here on out Will be with you on my mind and in my heart. Every single day, you are with me. I will never forget you. I will never forget you. I will always love you the most and well past the day I die because you are all I will speak of and that is how people will remember me.
Do you remember me?